effed up day

okie. today was a day where we need to win to have any chance to qualify for the next round for badminton. the plan was to have kim wei and hong yi take their singles and me and spencer to take the doubles. then we will win 3-2. but freaking hell NO! i failed miserably. i think was playing like shit. worst then a primary school kids? yarhx. maybe. lost 15-11 15-13. the second set we were trailing 8-1 at the start. then after that ot was 13-5. after so much fight. we still lost=( its my fault. gave away to many points in the early parts of the game. haix. so many years of badminton. all gone to waste. sorry for letting the team down. its my fault. blame me if ya want to.

after tuition. supposed the normal route. bus followed by train. but on th bus i actualy overslept. i was still sleeping even when the bus had stopped at the interchange =x. OMG. after that was too lazy to walk back to the mrt station. so wanted to hail a cab. well i was robbed of the cab twice. so this just sums up my bad day.

oh yarh. its quite sometime since i cried. today i did it. lol.